My name is Gabby. Some may call me shy and quiet like at school but some of my friends see me different. I can be quiet but when I am around other people I am loud, crazy, laughing, joking, and doing quite odd things but it depends who I am with. Many people know me and define me very differently. For example, Alyssa you know you are always loud at P.E. and I seem like the quiet one but it is not true. Alyssa also your cheers really do rock at pe and the moves and everything. Alot of my friends also label me as a person that talks a lot. As I am going to mention my friends mean the whole entire world to me. My age is basically how old every other one of my friends is. I may seem like the girl that cares what people think but I do not.
My friends mean the world to me I am only mentioning the 2 that I have known the longest and I know I am missing some people so I am sorry.Also, friends may have their moments when they are bitches or asses but that just brings you closer together. Sometimes you may screw up too. Alex and Sarah I know you read my livejournal so hey. Ok, Sarah I have known you since 1st or 2nd grade and gosh we used to be enemies but things change. We had gone through some tough times but made it through. Ok, Alex this is kind of hard to write. First of all you have a livejournal but fail to write in it. We have only known each other since the summer and we have gone through a lot of things. Like there has been times when you are mad for no apparent reason but you still seem to get over it. You and Sarah you know what I think. You need to get together. Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.
iPods, boys, MORE BOYS, Juicy couture, phones, life, love, friends, hanging with friends, listening to friends problems and trying to work them out which can be a challenge at times, friendships, sleeping, standing in the rain, hugs, kisses, cuddling, looking at the stars, hearts, candles, clothes, Disneyland, fun, Getting over crushes, green day, heartbreak, hurricane harbor, laguna beach, parties, phones, shopping, sleeping, starbucks, the beach, sushi, boba, surfer dudes
people who are rude and want something, people who are bitchy when they talk to you, people who have AIM on their cell phones, liars, drug abusers, drugs, anything to do with smoking, people who really want attention and when they get it they do not know what to do with it, waking up at 7 in the morning
Unfortunately, I do have an obsession for Jessica Simpson. I am also part of basically every Jessica Simspon community but I am sure I have a few more. Another one of my obsessions is my computer and AIM...
By the wonderful Jessica Simpson who rocks my fucking socks off!
Jessica Simpson - Way It's Gonna Be
Way it's gonna Way it's gonna
Lately I find I'm caught up in these thoughts How will you come to me How will we connect these hearts Are you somewhere near Hidden like a four-leaf clover Are you miles away Are we getting any closer Are we getting any closer
I already see us moving mountains I already see us walk in water I already see the clouds we're flying Over and under I can really see us having babies Walking through the park and being lazy I already see myself falling in love eternally And I think that's just the way it's gonna be And I think that's just the way it's gonna be
I already see us moving mountains And I think that's just the way it's gonna be I already see us walk in water And I think that's just the way it's gonna be
Being with you Is a like a scene from a dream in heaven I feel you running through All my senses Will you taste like rain Can I breathe you like air Will I lose myself in your arms somewhere
I already see us moving mountains I already see us walk in water I already see the clouds we're flying Over and under I can really see us having babies Walking through the park and being lazy I already see myself falling in love eternally And I think that's just the way it's gonna be I think that's just the way it's gonna be
And I know and I know and I know Love can move a mountain And I know and I know It's gonna be even better than I imagined Putting all my trust in you Putting all my trust in you We'll make this dream come true
I can really see us having babies Walking through the park and being lazy I already see myself falling in love eternally And I think that's just the way it's gonna be And I think that's just the way it's gonna be
I already see us moving mountains The way it's gonna be I already see us walk in water The way it's gonna be I can really see us having babies The way it's gonna be I already see myself falling in love Meant to be I already see us moving mountains The way it's gonna be I already see us walk in water To me The way it's gonna be I can really see us having babies The way it's gonna be
Unfortunately, I do have an obsession for Jessica Simpson. I am also part of basically every Jessica Simspon community but I am sure I have a few more.
Beauty is laying in a hospital bed at 19 years old, not knowing if you will live through the next week. Having your best friend hold your hand and support you, not knowing how long you have to live - but knowing he wants to be there even if its your last minute - because even at your worst, he loves your soul and in such strength shows his own inner beauty.
Beauty, is feeling loved, at your worst - when you have absolutely nothing to give back - when you barely have the strength to lift your head from your deathbed and cant even muster the will to speak the words thank you. It is feeling grateful for the one hand that still holds on when everyone else turns away in tears and defeat.
Beauty is the moment when you realize that you will survive, because of that one hand that was strong enough to hold on through his worst fears.
Beauty, is getting to live, after escaping death by little more than one single breath. By one extra loving moment, by one brand new happy moment created in the middle of hell by a simple person, a simple word, one glance out a window and a brilliant day. It is appreciating a person who may not always be in your life, but will always be in your heart.
Love Defined At its finest moment, life is at its worst - in its darkest moments, true beauty emerges. What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure?
What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow?
What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained?
What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow?
What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart?
And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years?
So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow.
- Matt Dubois -
Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above its strength, pleads no excuse of impossibility... It is therefore able to undertake all things, and it completes many things, and warrants them to take effect, where he who does not love would faint and lie down. Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not. Though weary, it is not tired; though pressed, it is not straitened; though alarmed, it is not confounded...
- Thomas A. Kempis -
Is this Love really meant to be? by ♥♥jenn*sends*her*love♥♥
Yes you say you love me, Yes you say you care, Yes i feel the love, But is it really there.
Are we just fooling ourselves, Are we to blind to see, That what we think is love, May not really be.
Will we be together forever, Or will we drift apart, You say you'll always love me, But will you always keep the key to my heart.
What if you find another, What if she's better than me, What if you tell me it's over, And leave me behind to grieve.
What if I can't get over, What was once so dear to me, And decide lifes not worth it, Without you here with me.
These questions have no answers, Unless i take the plunge, Give love a wirl, And trust the one I love.
I Will trust you, If you promise to trust me, Lets give our love a chance, And find out together if it's meant to be. What it's left me with
~* ~* You just walked by And my heart is beating faster Oh my God it just skipped a beat You just said hello and I cant find my voice What do I say? What to I do? 1000 things are racing through my mind There are so many things I want to tell you And after what seemed to be forever I finally find my voice hi is all that comes out Damn I just missed my chance
Sadness She looks at you. with a smile. you look at her. with a frown. she tells you something. something you don't want to here. she tells you it's over. you start to cry. you want to die. want to fall apart. brake her into thousands of pieces. your heart drops to the ground. smashes into pieces. you don't know what to do. you just sit there. and take the pain upon the speak. let him cry tears. let him imagine braking your heart. he's heartbroken. he doesn't know where to go now. he doesn't know what to say. he doesn't want to stay. so he plans to leave. he passes away from a dream. a dream of shooting himself. so he does what he dread. she gets a call. the next day. crying he shot himself. in the hole where is heart was suppose to be. she starts to cry. blaming herself. if only she didn't. if only she wasn't scared. if only she didn't walk away from the man she really loved ***
~THE THING THAT HURTS AT TIMES AND IS GREAT AT OTHER TIMES , LIFE~
People can hurt you so much at times you just do not know if you can go on. Life has its ups and downs for everyone especially for teenagers. Self- esteem is what you need to have or else you will just give up!!! Watching the things i never expected to see hearing the words that could make my ears bleed and in the end there was no one no one left but me they all left me here alone with my hurts, my wants and my needs
so i decided right there and then, that they wouldn't break me down not anymore not again
i will catch my own tears walk through these fires i know my life will never escape pain but sooner or later like a bad egg my life will expire and when I'm gone they'll all think of me as a girl who smiled like nothing was wrong who had that attitude to get her what she'd want
knowing these ashes that were once burned i will bury the hatches but my trust to them wont ever be returned
and i will close my eyes and forget what they did i will save myself keep going theres something out there, that'll help me believe
i wont try to fit in, cause i know that i wasn't born to fit in i wont live how they want me to live because i am what i am i smile because they wont get the worst out of me
the things they thought they would never see i will do and i will be wont let them second guess the strength within me i am my own person and they wont ever know how much inside i am alone. because i smiled and they believed just like i thought they would do they don't see me the way they used to. Jane is a typical college girl who enjoys life to the fullest. She loves her boyfriend so much and texts him every now and then.
Mark is Jane's boyfriend who works in a call center in los angeles. He's always busy doing so many things. He only manage to reply to Jane's texts when he got off from work.
One time mark receive a message from jane : "hi baby! how are you? i miss you! call my house when u get home..take care! i love you!"
mark ignored the message because he always receive the same message whenever it is time for him to go home from work.
"baby, i miss you..did u eat yet?! take care when you get home! ill be waiting for your call..i love you!"
"baby, where are you?! its unfair that you dont reply to my texts... well, im just gonna wait for your call..i love you!"
Mark reaches home and lay on his bed. The last time he knew is that he's reading Jane's text. He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't able to return jane's call. He can still hear his phone beeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on the message.
When he woke up the next day, he remembers that he needs to call Jane. He ignored the messages and dialed Jane's .. No one's answering in her house. He called up her cellphone and he was surprised that her father answered the call. In his voice you can feel his tears and hear his heart tearing apart.
"Mark, why havent you called?. Jane was waiting for your call all night!"
"Dad im sorry. i fell asleep being so tired from work... i was calling ur house but no one was answering. where are you? so i can come over."
"Just meet me at jane's house." Mark went to Jane's house and much to his surprised he saw a lot of people inside. The house were so lighted but you can see the gloom on every person you'll meet there. He was greeted by Jane's mom on tears. She hug him tight and cried on his shoulders.
"Jane was waiting for you. She didnt come with us because she was waiting for your call. She was killed by robbers that broke in our house. Shes gone, Mark. She's gone."
"thats impossible..she texted me..how could this happen!"
Mark can't look who's inside the coffin. He can't move and it feels like his whole body is stuck on the chair hes seating on. He wanted to cry but it seems that something is blocking his tears to fall down. He turned to his phone and read the messages of Jane.
"baby, im not coming with my mom and dad..im just gonna wait for your call.."
"baby..im so scared... it seems like theres someone downstairs..please call me now!"
"babe..someones here..they might kill me..please call me now, where are you? i need you here..."
"baby.... i love you!..."
He wanted to shout and cry so loud. It's true that Jane is waiting for his call. Up to her last breath she only thinks about him.
He stared at Jane inside the coffin. Suddenly tears starts flowing down his cheeks. He can't say anything. The only words he uttered...
"My baby, i'm so sorry! I could have known, i could have fought for you! i'm really sorry! I love you so much!" I stole this from my friend's xanga!